it has C.H.A.N.G.E.D.

it  has changed..-FULLY-..from WORST to GOOD or GOOD to WORST..am not going to analyse it..just going to accept and keep walking..this is just because I BELIEVE i will see the reasons when the time comes..L.I.F.E used to be so *EXCITING* HAPPY * PEACE* FULL OF FUN*..i did not know d DEEP meaning of it..but now it has changed..FEW YEARS AGO -school --- home sweet home --- awesome moments with family--- appa's never ending jokes--- laugh until belly aches --- tuition --- study table --- handphone-..then it went through SOME CHANGES -school --- tuition --- home phone--- love was in d air --- happiness- THEN - college --- occasional home visit--- love was there but not in d air anymore --- THEN AS TIME GOES BY -college--- wonderful moments with friends--- hidden pain, tears, and sorrow...Suddenly, one day I realised that certain things LOST and DISAPPEARED..JUST LIKE THAT!!! without giving me any single clue in advance.. I OPENED MY EYES AND SEE...was totally in a different place..somewhere i am not belong to..new people^ new environment^ new culture^ new life^..everything is NEW..but not WARMING!!!...when I TURNED AND SAW family and people those who are very close to my heart were so far away from me... Its a LIFE and WORLD that only includes me and myself..nobody else..started to cross most of the roads and places with my shadow...that are THE EXACT MOMENTS THAT TAUGHT ME so many vital facts of life and triggered my acceptance..

~ NoW, LOoKing At d WoRlD FrOm a dIffEReNt  pERsPeCtIvE ~

- CURRENT LIFE -classes--- home--- work---..hmmmm.... isn't it changed?? YES IT HAS =)  I think its time to consider myself as a matured and grown up girl??. am i??? :P I am really in love with the life over here even though it is not like how I wanted and wished..but it is like how I knew it would be earlier..**GROWING every day* emotionally mentally as well as PYSICALLY :p Hehehexx =)I am very GLAD and hAppppppYyYYyYy about it ^_^