H.U.M.A.N.S.

முகமூடி அணிகின்ற உலகிது...........

உன் முகமென்று ஒன்றிங்கு என்னது...............?????

Instead of acting in front , giving fake smiles and hugs, I rather show face or anger and get back to normal after few days or hours!!!! Could be nonsense for you..But this is my way!!

Sudden Changes!!!

She used to be a very good actress. Who is capable of putting a fake smile on her face no matter what happens.Let herself to get hurt so that others would not..

Lately, she is being too moody and getting angry easily..without realizing and considering how would others feel!! The fact that she is telling others how she feels drives her crazy!! This is so NOT YOU!!

A reminder for herself  : Take your time, close your eyes, take a deep breath...Things will be fine...
                                     Just gona be a second, therefore get over it and do not let it to lead you!!

Identity VS Culture & Moments VS Lifetime

IDENTITY...........
* How I would like to have my life and live my life...
* What are the things that I believe in...and what are things that I don't have faith in...
* How do I view certain things in life...What do I think about them?  
~ What is my decision? Which is my path??

CULTURE..........
* Accepted and anticipated way of life!!
* Religious facts and guidelines!!
* Strictly categorized as RIGHT or WRONG!! without ample consideration on situation and feelings..
~ Again, What is my decision? Which is my path??

Still wondering and cracking my head for the answers although I knew that I am just gonna end up being like how others want me to be and live an accepted and anticipated way of life......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MOMENTS..........
* They just last for few seconds or minutes...yet the impact of it is truly deep and unforgettable...chase and follow us till our last breath.. 

LIFETIME.....
* Is it practical to decide a lifetime based on few moments???!!
No, I dont think so...
Yet, I am letting myself to sink in moments which are just going to be memories and make my life a question mark...

p/s: Whatever I have written here could be very confusing to you, Or even portray myself as a confused soul..BUT, the truth is I am not...Clear and aware enough to say that, my life..'my decisions...and I will face the consequences....'

நான் செய்த தீர்மானம்தான்.....

அதற்கு இந்த சன்மானம்தான்.......

அவமானம்தான்........!!!!